It seems that you are having some sort of an existential crisis. What's the point of doing anything if you're going to die? Why work or develop or anything? If

It seems that you are having some sort of an existential crisis. What's the point of doing anything if you're going to die? Why work or develop or anything? If we are all just dust in the wind why not just have the best life you can. For me that includes sharing my life with my children and watching them grow and discover the magical universe we happen to be in.