If I can offer some unsolicited advice, try to seek out ML educational material with polished visualizations. If you're struggling with the math, trying to lear

If I can offer some unsolicited advice, try to seek out ML educational material with polished visualizations. If you're struggling with the math, trying to learn the concepts by reading libraries or textbooks or papers will be very hard - you might understood a specific thing if you look at it closely, but it will be hard to conceptually develop an intuition for why it works. A good visualization, or a strong educator explaining by way of analogy, can make a huge difference. For example, gradient descent in conjunction with your learning rate can be visualized as calculating your error vector (your gradient), stretching it by your learning rate, applying it your parameters, computing the next error vector, and so on. If you think of what applying this vector might look like in 3d space, training your model is basically getting all your parameters to fall into a hole (an optimum). This kind of conceptualization helps you understand the purpose and impact of the learning rate: a way to stretch out the steps you make to descend into holes, so that you might hopefully "shoot over" local non-global optima while still being able to "fall into" other optima. You could read papers and stare at code for a very very long time without developing that kind of intuition. I don't think I could ever come up with this myself just dabbling. And as a side note, in mathematics at least for me, the most unexpectedly hugely important factor in understanding something is exposure-time. In college and grad school I found I didn't fully intuit most material until about 12mo after I had finished studying it - even if I hadn't actively studied it at all in the interim. I think it has something to do with the different ways our brains encode recent/medium/long term knowledge, or sleep, or something - not really sure, but I do know the earlier you started learning something and exposing yourself to the concepts, the sooner your subconscious builds that intuitive understanding. So you can do yourself a huge favor by just making an effort to dive into the math material even if it feels like a slog or that you're not getting it right this minute - you might make up one day in a few months and just "get it" somehow