> instead was just memorization and 'plug and chug' style learning. Kind of surprised to see that, my experience with college calc was it was so heavy on memo

> instead was just memorization and 'plug and chug' style learning. Kind of surprised to see that, my experience with college calc was it was so heavy on memorization, that was my struggle. i ended up failing out of school too, lol. i was clicking around khan academy recently through their calc stuff and was surprised i struggled so much with it, 15-ish years ago.