If you're convinced about the things you're talking about (and acting out like this) then you should just go to another company. I have seen the videos you say

If you're convinced about the things you're talking about (and acting out like this) then you should just go to another company. I have seen the videos you say you haven't, and they aren't shared because of operational security. (They're also grainy and low-res so have little marketing value.)