More like you are the chaos. (To compress an insanely long story into a pithy but awesome oneliner) Expanding slightly: You being [deterministically] chaotic

More like you are the chaos. (To compress an insanely long story into a pithy but awesome oneliner) Expanding slightly: You being [deterministically] chaotic in nature pretty much gives you all the properties of having free will afaict imvho. It covers both the ability to act with a will as well as the fact that your behavior is not practically predictable. I can live with that!