> I worried that she wasn’t more worried. It was the emergency doc in me, always defaulting to the worst possible outcome, I told myself. I reminded myself that

> I worried that she wasn’t more worried. It was the emergency doc in me, always defaulting to the worst possible outcome, I told myself. I reminded myself that this was not my show. Strong disagree here. You're at the hospital, they are working on you, this is most certainly your show. I worked in a hospital for years and have many PhD friends that have a really hard time grokking this. I'm not anti-medical establishment, but this attitude among doctors needs to die.