I don't doubt at all that your conditions are very challenging, and much more challenging than other people's. That being said, are there strategies where you

I don't doubt at all that your conditions are very challenging, and much more challenging than other people's. That being said, are there strategies where you can develop an exceptional mind that is capable of being happy despite these challenges? Perhaps meditation or psilocybin would be helpful. For some people they are transformative. Just a thought.