Maybe it's Schadenfreude? (The experience of pleasure, joy, or self-satisfaction that comes from learning of or witnessing the troubles, failures, pain, or humi

Maybe it's Schadenfreude? (The experience of pleasure, joy, or self-satisfaction that comes from learning of or witnessing the troubles, failures, pain, or humiliation of another). Although as far as I know that usually requires the others to have wronged you in some way.