>so I didn't mention my personal feelings That's a strange comment. The article is full of your personal feelings. > But this paper gave me a different feelin

>so I didn't mention my personal feelings That's a strange comment. The article is full of your personal feelings. > But this paper gave me a different feeling, > And I personally prefer subscription > I don’t dislike this, as it aligns with human nature. > However, I started to feel a sense of loss...what real significance did it hold for me? > This further disheartened me, > Reluctantly, I had to abandon the idea.