When I was a kid, I just dreamt about being resourceful, smart and above average in achievements. If possible, good looking and having enough social skills to n

When I was a kid, I just dreamt about being resourceful, smart and above average in achievements. If possible, good looking and having enough social skills to not shame myself in public - which both were far from the reality as it could be. But the world sucks so much that I achieve all of it reasonable fast, especially considering that I'm from a poor third world country. Now, for the past 5-10 years, everything is an extra and I'm in a constantly state of happiness/achievement/thankfulness. Now I'm wondering about bigger multi-decades projects that will make me proud at deathbed.