I'm Chinese by race. A US citizen by birth. As such I hold no pride for either country. How can I be xenophobic against my own race? Additionally how can I be

I'm Chinese by race. A US citizen by birth. As such I hold no pride for either country. How can I be xenophobic against my own race? Additionally how can I be xenophobic against people in my own country who I grew up with? You don't realize the extent of true neutrality. I see what is now. You're not all about patriotism or pride. You're on the side of idealized fairness. Where all things are unrealistically equal.