I am a person with a history of pleuro pneumonia. Doctors holding out on antibiotics twice nearly took my life (not exagerating, this was said by doctors) It's

I am a person with a history of pleuro pneumonia. Doctors holding out on antibiotics twice nearly took my life (not exagerating, this was said by doctors) It's very hard for me to get antibiotics and at the same time I have a high chance of getting nasty bacterial infections with each cold. The last infection 2 years ago has caused me to have a permanent cough. Just wish antibiotics weren't so vilified, they actually serve a purpose. Why can't we reduce use in livestock first?