I don't feel like a kid, but I often feel like a teenager. Weirdly enough, I don't feel like that at work, just in my personal life. I've been trying to reconc

I don't feel like a kid, but I often feel like a teenager. Weirdly enough, I don't feel like that at work, just in my personal life. I've been trying to reconcile the different "me" at work (I work from home) vs me in my personal life. I'm way more emotional in my personal life and get angry easier, while at work my brain takes over any time I feel any time I'm losing control, and I manage to give very respectful responses. Why on earth does this happen? My hypothesis is that by being more emotional, I get also the upside of "feeling more the happy emotions".