Seeing the exact same character in a single word having two different sizes is way more infuriating to me than a classic monospaced font having "wide" i and "na

Seeing the exact same character in a single word having two different sizes is way more infuriating to me than a classic monospaced font having "wide" i and "narrow" m. Maybe I'd get used to it over time but right now my eyes get hung up on the differences.