You sound like you know how to do it and like you want to do it, so do it. Thee simple answer to your question is that nobody who wants it can do it, and nobody

You sound like you know how to do it and like you want to do it, so do it. Thee simple answer to your question is that nobody who wants it can do it, and nobody who can do it wants it, and apparently the ones who do want it and can do it only ask why no one else did it.