After this started no one would ever have me pitch (though I did before)! This is just throwing it as a fielder, and basically always first base (or the vestigi

After this started no one would ever have me pitch (though I did before)! This is just throwing it as a fielder, and basically always first base (or the vestigial catcher position in slowpitch softball) to hide the heinous throws that I would come up with from any other position. But it has gotten better recently. I've been able to distract myself by thinking about anything but throwing and the ball has been coming out in a normal way. No real zip but maybe we'll get there next season.