From what I have read in biographies on suicidal people in bands and performers, who show similar traits, they can/do enjoy things... it's just they are consta

From what I have read in biographies on suicidal people in bands and performers, who show similar traits, they can/do enjoy things... it's just they are constantly looking for "more" and can't really get the easy fulfillment they used to, since it's hard to outperform their career highs. I imagine it's similar with some pilots.