To be honest, I have a few excuses to this. 1. Once you've tried a few times and failed at almost 100% to have anything fruitful come from it, it's easy to bla

To be honest, I have a few excuses to this. 1. Once you've tried a few times and failed at almost 100% to have anything fruitful come from it, it's easy to blame yourself/want to stop trying 2. If you are going to be near me for 3 years+ on and off at a soccer game + post game drinks or whatever and not even put the effort in to know my name, I can't help but feel I would come off as the young kids say as "thirsty" and "unable to read the room" asking somebody uninterested to be a friend "hey... please be my friend!"