I am Deaf and I have tinnitus from wearing hearing aids (they never helped me understanding people, for that I am too deaf). I always "hear" the audio feedback

I am Deaf and I have tinnitus from wearing hearing aids (they never helped me understanding people, for that I am too deaf). I always "hear" the audio feedback tone when putting them on even when my hearing aids were turned off. Because of that I never realized when the fitting was bad and in school I was ridiculed for always having that feedback noise with me. Twenty years ago I gave up hearing aids. But the tinnitus stayed with me. I accepted the tinnitus. It can be triggered easily, for example from very loud noises (120 dB and more), or just thinking about tinnitus. While writing this post I got tinnitus. Usually I hear moaning swelling up and down. Sometimes I hear high-pitched explosions. Rarely I hear what I call cat music, a surprising and arrythmic melange of different noises. When I hear tinnitus, I try to listen to it. Especially the cat music is interesting. The explosions are not so nice. They sometimes work like audio jump scares. The moaning is sometimes soothing.