Ok I get it now. I think being a closed up shy introverted recluse has taken its toll on my ability to understand what's socially acceptable and what isn't. I

Ok I get it now. I think being a closed up shy introverted recluse has taken its toll on my ability to understand what's socially acceptable and what isn't. I grew up around a father that would talk shit but do good things so to me I've always discarded what people say and paid attention more to what their actions are.