No. You're in your mid-40s and seem to be doing well, so you're having a mini midlife crisis. If you're bored at work, talk to your manager and see if can work

No. You're in your mid-40s and seem to be doing well, so you're having a mini midlife crisis. If you're bored at work, talk to your manager and see if can work on something new. And, not just a new application of the same skill set. Your hobbies also seem more individualistic. Why not try enrolling in an art or music course? Or, volunteer at your local hospital/homeless shelter? You and your significant other could take dance lessons, start a vegetable garden, or become actors (cosplayers) for historical productions. People online are quick to suggest seeing a therapist and I don't know why; all therapy is is expensive duck programming.