People consider me lazy, don't know about stubborn. I have this aversion to doing anything productive or intellectually demanding even if I want to. Also, I am

People consider me lazy, don't know about stubborn. I have this aversion to doing anything productive or intellectually demanding even if I want to. Also, I am unable to adapt to suit the situation (social or otherwise) which is troubling since adaptability is a fundamental trait of human capability. I guess a therapist is the only way for me to get out of this lifelong funk I have been in, because my conscientiousness is non-existent and no matter how much I try, I will make the same mistakes again.