I have a number of blogs that somewhat include these feelings: https://jondouglas.dev/little-dark-age/ https://jondouglas.dev/little-dark-age/ https://jondoug

I have a number of blogs that somewhat include these feelings: https://jondouglas.dev/little-dark-age/ https://jondouglas.dev/little-dark-age/ https://jondouglas.dev/the-stress-of-life/ https://jondouglas.dev/the-stress-of-life/ https://jondouglas.dev/save-your-soul/ https://jondouglas.dev/save-your-soul/ https://jondouglas.dev/obsessive-compulsive/ https://jondouglas.dev/obsessive-compulsive/ https://jondouglas.dev/love-of-fate/ https://jondouglas.dev/love-of-fate/ https://jondouglas.dev/from-the-ashes/ https://jondouglas.dev/from-the-ashes/ Lots of depersonalization, heightened nerves, low lows, and desire to be alone. If you've ever read Leo Tolstoy, the best description is in his novella "The Death of Ivan Ilyich".