I took various drugs as a teenager but I fell in love with mdma - specifically building a very strong, close nit friendship group with my girlfriend and 2 frien

I took various drugs as a teenager but I fell in love with mdma - specifically building a very strong, close nit friendship group with my girlfriend and 2 friends (and another group occasionally). It helped my girlfriend (now wife) move through some childhood trauma as well as eating disorders too. Wasn’t so much into clubs - had a few parties in woods which were mind blowing (fire jugglers in fields was a highlight). Downsides were more that I didn’t put as much time or care into side projects whilst at university- and having to deal with dodgy people to get hold of it. Zero reasons why it is illegal (class A, no less), but alcohol is fully accepted.