I resonate with your the experience you describe, from a different place. Your post reminds me of a quote from Kierkegaard: "If there were no eternal consciou

I resonate with your the experience you describe, from a different place. Your post reminds me of a quote from Kierkegaard: "If there were no eternal consciousness in a man, if at the bottom of everything there were only a wild ferment, a power that twisting in dark passions produced everything great or inconsequential; if an unfathomable, insatiable emptiness lay hid beneath everything, what would life be but despair?"