I know what you mean, but keep in mind the grass is always greener on the other side. It might sound idealistic now to be the bus driver but as a smart guy, whi

I know what you mean, but keep in mind the grass is always greener on the other side. It might sound idealistic now to be the bus driver but as a smart guy, which I assume you are, you will go insane doing something like that. You weren't meant to do that. It sounds like you need more human connection, and for that I recommend time off as well as equal effort into personal relationships. Human interaction is one of the deepest needs for even introverts and I think that will go a long way in helping you discover who you are. After all, how much can you know about yourself when you are constantly focusing on other things?