Reading this I think you're letting your ego get in the way of seeing things clear. People get comfort and enjoyment from different things.Ultimately you need t

Reading this I think you're letting your ego get in the way of seeing things clear. People get comfort and enjoyment from different things.Ultimately you need to find what subset of it all you would like to feed with your energy. If you do something you don't really believe in with the assumption that there is some payday lurking at the end of the road, you might be right. But I don't see why the odds of a pay off working in a direction you enjoy (within limits and assuming you're self-aware enough not to BS yourself) wouldn't be just as good/bad. The only difference is the long term moral of the latter seems more sustainable.