Really sorry to hear this. I know it’s frustrating (I really do) but keep trying. Over the course of 25 years I tried 42 different anti-depressants (practicall

Really sorry to hear this. I know it’s frustrating (I really do) but keep trying. Over the course of 25 years I tried 42 different anti-depressants (practically all of them across all classes), atypicals, mood stabilizers, off-label Parkinson’s drugs, off-label anti-seizure drugs, benzodiazepines, you name it. Often multiple times (because time, age, etc) in incredible varieties of combinations, dosages, etc, etc. The 43rd changed my life. It’s rough, frustrating, and long but you need to keep trying keys until one (or more) fits the lock. Whether that’s these kinds of medications, ketamine, mushrooms, therapy, selling your worldly possessions and becoming a monk, whatever. It doesn’t really matter how you do it - it’s life or death.