I find loneliness to be my biggest kryptonite (probably more revealing than I’d like on HN). I work a tech job, as opposed to career. It’s not stimulating work

I find loneliness to be my biggest kryptonite (probably more revealing than I’d like on HN). I work a tech job, as opposed to career. It’s not stimulating work, very mundane. I can’t devout more than 5 min a time to my work, dead serious. It’s a constant tug between feeling alone/sad/ and bored Every time I return from my break (one of many) it feels a lot like that deep breath before swimming a lap.