I described it as strange because only grave illnesses gave me some insights into the evolution of pain and emotions in mental disease. And when experienced.. i

I described it as strange because only grave illnesses gave me some insights into the evolution of pain and emotions in mental disease. And when experienced.. it does feel very strange to kinda sense more data from your own brain and be able to witness nonsensical patterns come and go, while in your normal years your emotional layer probably felt very logical and coherent.