Wake up 6am and walk into shower, turn on cold water and pull the mechanism to turn on shower head. It’s the hardest thing I have to do upon waking up. I don’t

Wake up 6am and walk into shower, turn on cold water and pull the mechanism to turn on shower head. It’s the hardest thing I have to do upon waking up. I don’t want to be uncomfortable or even wake up. But I must do it. Honestly it might sound stupid to other people but it takes me a moment to brace myself for the super cold water. Takes about 15-30 seconds to get past the shock and I’m wired for the rest of the day. It is better than coffee.