Hi Dan. Sorry for bringing up something irrelevant, but I was wondering if it was possible to hide from myself how many likes/upvotes I've gotten? I just don't

Hi Dan. Sorry for bringing up something irrelevant, but I was wondering if it was possible to hide from myself how many likes/upvotes I've gotten? I just don't want to be an attention monster whose ego is inflated on seeing that his post received good feedback, or who feels pressured to back out after seeing many people disagree. (I'm a bit of people-pleaser but trying to stick to principles more often.) And also, is there a notification system (perhaps hidden from me) about when someone replied to my comment? I have to check my post history, because I've not found one. Thank you for your time and effort moderating the site! And if the answer to my questions/requests is "no", that's okay too.