it does not get better. I've seen enough to tell you that. It's the same stories on repeat, remixed, reheated and served on a different plate. You have the same

it does not get better. I've seen enough to tell you that. It's the same stories on repeat, remixed, reheated and served on a different plate. You have the same three part course over and over and over and over again on the lazy susan of samsara. Fuck that! Patience and waiting for the good times is a young mans' game. When you're older, you know that the same way your joints are shittier now and they're never getting better and you need to take ibuprofen more and more, the same is happening with your life. There's no point in lying to yourself that you're going be happy in a year or two or ten, you just need to keep going and keeping patient and waiting and then it never happens and you die alone having shat yourself. Fuck that. Fuck that. Fuck that. This is life. This is suffering. And this is fine. And the sooner we all lose this fucking delusion of hope, the sooner we all become enlightened and the sooner we can actually nonviolently cure this disease that's eating the planet.