Not sure who this is, but it reads to me like they are about to commit suicide. >I want to kill my ego, or at least substantially break it. So not that they h

Not sure who this is, but it reads to me like they are about to commit suicide. >I want to kill my ego, or at least substantially break it. So not that they have had an ego death, but rather had a goal of it. This is very much akin to Echart Tolle in his ego death. He was literally suicidal and then realized his ego is his problem. Thus avoiding an actual suicide.