Does this all feel familiar? https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0 https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0 I don’t know if it’s always this way, but I create emergencies and cata

Does this all feel familiar? https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0 https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0 I don’t know if it’s always this way, but I create emergencies and catastrophes because I otherwise have no motivation to do anything. My back has to be against the wall to get me to act. It’s been a lifelong issue, I’ve tried to kill myself several times because of it, and I learned it was ADHD in the last month. 100% of my issues are explained by this. I never would have guessed.