That feeling when you bookmark videos like this as if to justify huge swaths of your career history... ...does every language, applied as if only to solve prob

That feeling when you bookmark videos like this as if to justify huge swaths of your career history... ...does every language, applied as if only to solve problems in a direct and rational way, with many successes, and with nuanced interpretation of outside critique metabolized over years and years, eventually lead to this Bourne Identity-style outcome??? ("Do you get the headaches?")