This person does not actually seem to be sorry? (I am not--at least right now, with what little I know about the situation--saying this person should be sorry..

This person does not actually seem to be sorry? (I am not--at least right now, with what little I know about the situation--saying this person should be sorry... but, I read this entire thing, and it doesn't really come off as a legitimate apology, which makes the language awkward; it feels more like an explanation about why they feel justified in their actions and how, at most, they are conflicted internally due to how those actions undermine their own stated beliefs... but not that they are exactly sorry about the action itself.)