You don't sound like a great friend either. Doesn't make you a bad person. We don't need to be surrounded by people all the time. Maybe you are introverted like

You don't sound like a great friend either. Doesn't make you a bad person. We don't need to be surrounded by people all the time. Maybe you are introverted like me. Just one or two people in the background is enough. Any more and it starts being a net negative.