You make good money and you have people that depend upon and love you. If you suffer from depression (get that diagnosed) know that it will darken everything in

You make good money and you have people that depend upon and love you. If you suffer from depression (get that diagnosed) know that it will darken everything in your life, even that which brought you joy or made you proud will be turned against you, by way of guilt or contempt of yourself. I speak from personal experience (I suffer from clinical depression) that with the right help (maybe medication but I am personally better off without it) you can move forward and have many moments in an incredible life.