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Perhaps poorly worded, I meant since before. During Covid I lost a lot of zest for life, felt like I went to sleep in my 20s and woke up an old man.

tnecniv 3y ago
I identify with that. It didn’t help that around the end of Covid I went through a terrible break up and all my grad school friends finished their degrees and moved while I was still working on mine. It felt like I went to the bathroom at a party and came back to an empty room and I had to stay and clean up. I knew I’d be done in a year or two, so it felt weird to try and find a new social group when I was on short time, but boy was the end of my PhD a slog in part due to feeling disconnected socially.
- cooper_ganglia 3y ago
  I can relate to both comments. Covid really sapped the life out of me. Some relationships broke down during isolation, I lost friends, my fiancée left, I felt stuck in a job that I hated... The research into LLMs and diffusion models started to wake me up, but this superconductor research has, for some reason, really awoken something in me. I feel excited about the future– my future!– for the first time in a while. My zest for life is back in full force, I feel like myself again, and I've been very excitedly telling everyone I know!
  - appplication 3y ago
    That’s a tough run. Even if it’s a silly reason, any excuse to be whimsically excited about life is a good one.
  - orangepurple 3y ago
    You need to continue down this path and find something meaningful to you that you had a hand in making directly, not merely by association. It is related to the power process described in paragraphs 33-37 on https://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/national/longterm/unabomber/manifesto.text.htm https://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/national/longterm/unab...
  - jacquesm 3y ago
    Hang in there, that's how life is, sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down but there will almost always be something interesting waiting for you in the future that makes you forget the miserable time that came before.
TechBro8615 3y ago
I felt the same, but I also feel like it was the perfect (least bad) time in my life for it to happen. I can't imagine being in the middle of High School or University during Covid - those kids got the absolute worst end of the deal. I was also recently single, and counted my days feeling grateful I was not living with my ex when the pandemic hit.

tnecniv 3y ago

I identify with that. It didn’t help that around the end of Covid I went through a terrible break up and all my grad school friends finished their degrees and moved while I was still working on mine. It felt like I went to the bathroom at a party and came back to an empty room and I had to stay and clean up. I knew I’d be done in a year or two, so it felt weird to try and find a new social group when I was on short time, but boy was the end of my PhD a slog in part due to feeling disconnected socially.

cooper_ganglia 3y ago
I can relate to both comments. Covid really sapped the life out of me. Some relationships broke down during isolation, I lost friends, my fiancée left, I felt stuck in a job that I hated... The research into LLMs and diffusion models started to wake me up, but this superconductor research has, for some reason, really awoken something in me. I feel excited about the future– my future!– for the first time in a while. My zest for life is back in full force, I feel like myself again, and I've been very excitedly telling everyone I know!
- appplication 3y ago
  That’s a tough run. Even if it’s a silly reason, any excuse to be whimsically excited about life is a good one.
- orangepurple 3y ago
  You need to continue down this path and find something meaningful to you that you had a hand in making directly, not merely by association. It is related to the power process described in paragraphs 33-37 on https://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/national/longterm/unabomber/manifesto.text.htm https://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/national/longterm/unab...
- jacquesm 3y ago
  Hang in there, that's how life is, sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down but there will almost always be something interesting waiting for you in the future that makes you forget the miserable time that came before.

TechBro8615 3y ago

I felt the same, but I also feel like it was the perfect (least bad) time in my life for it to happen. I can't imagine being in the middle of High School or University during Covid - those kids got the absolute worst end of the deal. I was also recently single, and counted my days feeling grateful I was not living with my ex when the pandemic hit.