First, I would recommend to do scenario planning: What happen if I get a job on the first month after being laid off? ... after 2 months? ... after 6 six month

First, I would recommend to do scenario planning: What happen if I get a job on the first month after being laid off? ... after 2 months? ... after 6 six months? ... after a year? All of theme are true possibilities. So you have to anticipate your plan, and prepare for them. Second, I think you will get another job, I don know if as good as the Microsoft. Don't blame yourself for this. It is the current situation of the market. And third, ask yourself what is the real urgency of getting a job. Maybe you can wait a time and do some experiments. Good look friend...