Why do I feel like I am living in time if I am actually not in a simulation, not a Boltzmann brain, but just a random seed that is not written on a piece of pap

Why do I feel like I am living in time if I am actually not in a simulation, not a Boltzmann brain, but just a random seed that is not written on a piece of paper anywhere? What is the meaning of all this, then? You are reiterating cheezy stuff about "nature" and quantum fields, ignoring the random seed part.