Maybe I'm also just a doomer, but I have found it very difficult to participate in normal society my entire life because of this kind of double-minded insanity

Maybe I'm also just a doomer, but I have found it very difficult to participate in normal society my entire life because of this kind of double-minded insanity I have to take on in order for it to make any sense. Most 'production' is not productive, it is a waste of our precious limited resources in a time when we know we are rapidly running out.