Same here except that my mother (probably) has ADHD too and my parents are divorced so my mother kinda left me to my own devices because her childhood was more

Same here except that my mother (probably) has ADHD too and my parents are divorced so my mother kinda left me to my own devices because her childhood was more like yours. I have no career ambition besides not hating my job. I don't have a dream employer or want to climb up the career ladder to some arbitrary position in which I can retire. I just want to have fun doing what I'm doing and as soon as my job stops being fun to me I quit. I can't be a failure without expectations of myself. I overachieve just because my bar is so low. Before being diagnosed with 29 or 28, I had so much anxiety because of this. Not anymore. My goal in life is to get up in the morning and not looking at my watch mumbling "only 8 1/2 hours left" to get myself through the day.