As much as all the suggestions of us not existing before and that our selves are an illusion etc. are comforting. They don't answer the fact that I find being a

As much as all the suggestions of us not existing before and that our selves are an illusion etc. are comforting. They don't answer the fact that I find being alive really really really good. I don't want that to stop; I don't want to age; I want to keep going on forever and ever. At least until I decide that I'm done!