I mean it doesn't sound like you are doing anything to do what you say you would like to do though? Generally if I say I would like to do something but I can't

I mean it doesn't sound like you are doing anything to do what you say you would like to do though? Generally if I say I would like to do something but I can't be bothered it's because I don't actually care about it at all and I'm just saying that as part of my complicated get away routine. I believe what you probably really mean is you would be ok with rewarding the authors if it was convenient and met your requirements. Then you wouldn't pirate and the author would be paid as part of your purchasing in the way you wanted. on edit: sorry, I see it wasn't you that made the original comment, and you were just pointing it out.