If you take away a decade of my life and I know when I release I have no job, I've lost lots of family, I'm willing to trade 1.5 years more time in order to be

If you take away a decade of my life and I know when I release I have no job, I've lost lots of family, I'm willing to trade 1.5 years more time in order to be comfortable/live in the best possible way for the 10 versus get out in 8.5, especially if I am used to getting high and want to keep doing it. The numbers are both too big and too small to make it matter to someone whose calculus got them a 10 year sentence. I tried talking sense into so many youngsters but their lives are gone in their minds. They are going to spend their 20s and parts of their 30s behind bars. They don't care. Their only calculation is to keep their security points down so they don't end up at at a really really hard yard. That was the only thing the youngsters worried about when it came to getting in trouble. And that was mainly because they were afraid of gang rape (I don't know if that's a thing or not, it wasn't at our spot but there was a hyper fear of it going to another spot) beaten and stabbed, or if they had come down in levels zero desire to go back up.