MS killed my Hotmail account randomly, could not get it reactivated. Probably because I never logged in as well. Unclear... It was tied to my leftover MSDN acc

MS killed my Hotmail account randomly, could not get it reactivated. Probably because I never logged in as well. Unclear... It was tied to my leftover MSDN account from when I worked at MS, so at that point it was no more free legal MS downloads for me :(