Finding that everyone else was fumbling around and googling answers just as much as I was. Also, the first time I saw a big production code base for what I thou

Finding that everyone else was fumbling around and googling answers just as much as I was. Also, the first time I saw a big production code base for what I thought was high-level project and seeing how messy it was. Instead of feeling like I was actually good enough, I felt like nobody was actually that much better than me.