I have a friend in the special forces who has changed as a person completely since his first deployment. The last time we hung out, we went to a casual bar for

I have a friend in the special forces who has changed as a person completely since his first deployment. The last time we hung out, we went to a casual bar for a drink. He brought his pistol everywhere he went now out of paranoia. He spoke in jealousy of the British mercenaries who were allowed to kill anyone without permission. "I wish we could do that," he said. I was honestly baffled. It truly is amazing how much war can change someone. He lives and loves to kill now. He says there is no better rush in the world.